I wish I could say
I am gonna be ok
Nothings wrong
The world makes since
But to say any of the above
Would be just a lie to hang on your wall
Of all the fiction of my mind you have collected
The pages are weathered and you understand
But in the thoughts of my lies
You’re simply a rat
You make no since and probably never will
I try to stay narrow to keep my noise short
But every time the shit falls I run
I simply can’t find a voice
But in hysteria and freezing tears
I scream and yell stop and pound
Crying to get my own way
The way I think it should be
But in the midst of shadows
I see my childless my unwilling ways
You always simply try to help
I make it harder every time I say my annoying
Yes
Yup
Ok
Yeah
WHATEVER
I am gonna try to be better
Try to listen more
To make your voice more then a noise
To drowned the static from your voice
Just so I can say
I understand
I get it
I know what you mean
I should try that some time
But till I am able
To brake all my habits
To come past what I have be come
Please bare with me
This work in progress
I am but human
I have my regrets
I am trying to fix myself
Not for you don’t get me wrong
I need to fix myself for life
You’re just my inspiration.

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