sometimes i feel so shy
I don't like to talk, wonder why?
remember all those years you made fun of me?
you hurt me so bad can you not see?
i wished to god these wounds would heal
so i could have something else to feel
i asked you to stop
but you never cared
you walked all over me treated me like dirt
you made me cry, made me hurt
the invisible knives you pushed into my heart
i knew you were tearing me apart
i just sat there and took it
i just watched you do your shit
day after day week after week
i lost my voice i could not speak
all i must say i can't take it anymore
you've stabbed and stabbed and got into my core
you have never seen the dark side of me
i will laugh as i watch you flee
i just sat there and waited until it was done
i shot you with my inivsible gun
the shyness has left me for now
and the darkness within me must take it's bow
