These tears stain and smear down my face;
the Memories I can’t replace.
I’d call, if someone would Listen
but those Thoughts are clearly missin’.
Now I must dip my hand to part,
this is my long good-bye. I’d start
to cry had those tears not dried on
my cheeks; so farewell and so long.
I don’t want this to be a waste,
but my Dark feelings won’t erase,
making me go shadow kissin’;
why can’t my heart stop, and just listen.
I wish I’d be a sugar tart,
But sweetness evades my soul’s chart.
With Despair’s blanket firmly on
this is my good-bye, my so Long.