today was as if not was ...
today felt primative
rise , and a little later .... wake
tend to the wounds the face makes you feel -
around eyes ..
around lips -
around the arrows and hypo - tips
degree of sliced umph electrocution
it hurts to look up passed the eyebrows -
to breathe all but slow inlet external pressure
greater than forces within
musculature
skeletal
pains the touched - twitch with
i found the broken guardrail where my father killed a family ...
he framed the getaway gas pedal like a trophy of
intuitive self protectionism
he recreates the look on his face - like someone so
famous....
like monty cliff , but ugly and proud
it brakes his face
it's all of a sudden someone else
he's a scream who did it and ran
i hung on him like a spent compression pack ,
and asked him " what was more important -
light or day ? " ...
he responded with - " what's more important -
you or me ? "
i said , " it's the same , isn't it ? "
he told me " when you're one expulsion's splattering
judas displaced confession's utterance away from
being famous for something ...
you'd understand "
i think he thought me - judas ...
i told him ...." judas is famous too "
he made no face in response to this
