Alone inside my silent sleep,
I dream that I'm awake......
As everyone around me cries...
I feel as if I'm fake..
Why is it that I cannot cry...?
Do i even feel at all...?
Has this emptiness inside of me,
put up a ten foot wall...?
These questions float around,
deep within my confusing mind.
My hollow heart would probably beat,
but it doesn't have the time.
I wait here patiently,
All shattered and confused.
Not even you will save me now,
So what more is there to do...
There I was standing in front of a mirror..
looking at myself.....
Oh how I wish i could give you my world....
but i gave it to someone else.....
I know you somehow feel my pain,
but i don't want you to feel this....
Everything just makes no sense...
cause hes the one I'm with........
but my heart...........well its with.........
you...........
and that's where it will remain..........
...............................
I know you probably think I'm weird because i still long to feel your touch
but i can't help it
its the only thing i feel...........
I love you more than anything ever!!!!!!!!!
Please return to me and make me feel alive......
without you........I'm left with broken wings and no will to fly
..............
you are , have always been and will always be my soul mate
nothing can change that.......
