Remove my name from your roster,
forget I ever existed,
i promise i'll forget you.
I hardly even know half of you,
and we've shared an existance for years.
Not one shred of you has stuck to me
and if any part of me is left within you,
i suggest you lose it before it eats away your being.
once my body has picked up and left,
i have chosen not to leave any other part of me...
no name,
no face,
no memory,
no trace of a soul,
not one thought,
and certainly not an opinion.
[which you never even held to the two cents any of them were worth]
i was never included in any of your happiness
and i would prefer if you didn't even remember me
as the huddled mass clinging to the side lines.
i have no memories of smiles
while trapped inside these walls.
my face was an eternally blank slate,
a mechanism used to prevent any further prodding
and it worked, so forget all i never contributed.
finally i will be free from this hell
that has entrapped me for years,
and i won't look back.
[that's a promise]
if you should hold any recolection of me at all,
remember the day i left your doors
with no intent of ever returning.
remember my strut through the crowd
as i walked down the isle
with silent "fuck you"'s spewed from my painted lips
i will make no eye contact,
i will recall no faces,
just hideous shapes of beings
who actually long for this shit to continue
my cap will be thrown into the air,
one final statemnt to show my contempt...
[and i won't even be there to watch it crash back to the cold floor,
i don't need to be there collect and keep any memories i long to forget]
Happy graduation and fuck you all. I am so done.
May 2007
